The Choice of Gay: Have Faith

Last night while going to bed, I put on my local CW, formerly UPN channel and watched a man named Bill Keller host his show Live Prayer. He's a local guy on the local affiliate. He's a religious fucko who is pretty good at articulating his points. He is a born again Christian with a criminal past that involves fraud. It's highly offensive to me and I love to watch. It just pisses me off so good.

Last night he said something that a lot of other people have said and it really aggravated me. I lost sleep about it because I felt an extreme need to explain why he and everyone else who say this bullshit are completely wrong.

He was reading a Science article out of the St. Pete Times that described the developments in the study discovering gay genes, gay child determination before birth, and how it could possibly be fixed or altered. He bitched about it for 10 minutes and his hateful tirade ended with the ripping in half of the article.

He spent 10 minutes saying one highly offensive thing. "You are not born gay. It's a choice. There is no proof that people are born gay. It's an excuse for a sinful life being lead by Satan."

Now this guy isn't your standard insane screaming religious nut. He's somewhat intelligent, hence his prior fraud convictions. He's articulate and knows how to communicate a point well. This is why I get so pissed. A smart man who claims to be a Christian makes a lot of people suffer when he goes on these tirades.

Listen closely now, because I have his fucking proof. All you need is a clear mind and half a brain to understand. I once counseled a gay female friend who sat there crying uncontrollably after a bad day. She wished nothing more than to just be normal. She had boyfriends, and it just didn't work. If you're a guy, think about sucking a cock. Literally think about an erect penis down your throat. The way you feel when you think about that is the same way she felt. A pure and simple romantic disgust for men. Bottom fucking line.

Why would she fake? Why would she hate herself for being the way she is if she could simply turn off a fucking switch? Why would she willingly get made fun of her entire scholastic career if she could simply shut off the switch? Why would she willingly subject herself to the fucking lifetime of abuse that comes from cocksuckers like Bill Keller if she could just turn it off.

Can you turn your cocksucker switch on? If they can turn it on, surely we have the same ability. Let me try for a second here...

...No... No matter how hard I try. The romantic notion of a dude repulses me. I feel ill. Bad idea, Matt. I feel ill because I have no fucking sexual preference switch. I love women and their boobies and I can't control it. What makes anyone think that a gay man or woman can make a choice? Why would they ever subject themselves to the lifetime of fucking utter abuse from scumbags like Bill Keller if they could help it?

There's your proof, Bill Keller. You fucking hateful cunt. When people like you, especially ones with a fucking TV show go on these 10 minute hateful tirades, you bring a lot of pain to a lot of people. It's offensive and wrong. I am not a Christian, but I understand and respect Christian principles. Be the best person you can for God, and let him do the judging. Do not intentionally cause people pain. It's malicious and sadistic, especially coming from a fake preacher like Bill Keller.

So there is your scientific proof. It's human behavior, fucko. No human being would make a choice that doesn't involve a chemical of some kind, that would intentionally and deliberately create a lifetime of feelings that my friend had. Sure, there are many people who experiment or who are bi. That's different. We're talking about straight up 100% gays. They would not willingly torture themselves for life. They would not needlessly put themselves through this terribly difficult life that gays live if they had a choice. I've seen it. This is the proof of a gay gene.

We're animals. We're survivors. We are not going to intentionally create a life of pure hell. It would go against our survival instincts. We're going to do whatever we feel is right and normal for us. These are survival instincts. There doesn't need to be scientific proof to believe. You just need to believe in logic and reasoning. There is no scientific proof of a God, Satan, Jesus, or Heaven. But the majority of Americans still believe. You don't need proof.

You cannot say on one hand that you should have faith in a man in the sky, a little red evil thing with horns and a pitch fork, a man who is the son of the man in the sky and a place where everyone who has ever lived lives, and where unhappiness is an impossibility. And on the other say "Give me scientific proof that being attracted to the same sex, causing you to live an extremely difficult and miserable life, is a choice." This is irrational thinking. This is insane thinking.

If you can have faith in the existence of Jesus, a Holy Ghost, Heaven and Hell, and a being that controls everything, then I don't think it's a fucking stretch to believe that gay men and women do not choose to be gay. Choose to have faith in these people. They are born gay.