A Second Look at Cho

Initially, I gave Cho: The Virginia Tech Killer sympathy. I feel for kids who get to that point where they don't know what else to do. I explained that if someone took the time out to give this kid some fucking compassion, he probably wouldn't have done this.

As more details have come out, it has become quite evident that nothing was going to stop Cho. He was done with the world, period the end. All the school security, counseling, compassion and court orders wouldn't have done one bit of good.

Cho was toast. He was done for. Stick a motherfucking fork in his goofy Korean ass. Nothing was going to stop him. We'll never know the torment and suffering he endured in his life that brought him to this. But what we do know is that he had many legitimate chances at redemption. He had chances to seek and receive help. It was handed to him on a silver fucking platter.

He had it easy, and the fuck rejected it. He knew he was ill and he was intelligent enough to know that he needed medicine and therapy. There was a time in my life where I recognized that fact and dove in head first and came out happy as a pig in shit. He could have done it. He just didn't have the courage. He was rotten, unsavable, and purely evil.

Kids in high school and middle school can be saved. But disturbed people come to a point when they're gone. The Jeffrey Dahmers and Charles Mansons of the worlds. I want to tell the story of the chihuahua. This is a true life story that happened to me and is a perfect analogy for people like Cho and for drug addicts as well.

I was driving and I saw a little chihuahua run across the road faster than a rabbit. I have a huge soft spot for dogs, so I pull over and try to catch him. It was on a road near the main highway and I didn't want him to get hurt. I tried to catch him, but he wouldn't let me even get close to him without bolting - and he was fucking fast. Inevitably, I kept chasing him until he got closer and closer to the highway. The little fucker bolted and maid it across the highway. What happened to him after that, I do not know. It was impossible for me to catch him - no matter how badly I wanted to.

The little chihuahua didn't want to be caught. Free will is very powerful. If a disturbed Korean kid wants to blast up his school - he will find a way to do it. When the Islamic terrorists wanted to kill as many Americans as possible - they found a way to do it. In Iraq, when an Iraqi insurgent wants to take out a few of our troops - he finds a way. People who are willing to die for their cause always find a way.

There was no stopping Cho. Nothing. Forget about gun control, security, red flags, judges, counselors, medicine, eBay, and rubber fucking ducks. Nothing was going to stop Cho from seeking his revenge and showing the world just how fucking pissed he was. Nothing.

My Interview With Alec Baldwin

I got the opportunity to interview Alec Baldwin on the radio today. He's on a big press tour promoting 30 Rock. I hear the show may be slacking in ratings lately, and I was able to convince his people that it was worth his time to get on the phone with me. I think it turned out well - and I think that I nailed this interview.

Check out Matt The Sick interviewing Alec Baldwin.

Alec Baldwin

Alex Baldwin is in the news. I hate entertainment news, I really do. But I need to defend Alex Baldwin on this one. Here's the deal.

He left his daughter a mean message. He stopped everything he was doing, probably something very important and movie related, to call his daughter and her phone was off. He's involved in an absolutely nasty custody battle. His wife is a scum bag, and they have to plan out all of these meetings and phone calls because Kim and the lawyer are such pieces of shits.

Bottom line is I've been called a lot worse than that and I bet every reader of this has. He talked her down for being irresponsible and called her a pig. That's the worst he did. Sorry fuckers, but it's not that bad. It's great entertainment, but it's a private matter and it's none of our businesses.

I love entertainment news, don't get me wrong. But this is just too deep. This isn't a public thing. This was a fucking voicemail message that the scum bag mother released to the media. That's a lot more abusive than the pig comment. All of her friends hearing the message. All of the media coverage. It's sick, and her mother is a fucking piece of shit for intentionally exposing her daughter to this.

Fuck Kim Basinger. Alex Baldwin blows, but he's not a bad guy. He was a frustrated parent, and it's none of our fucking business how he parents his daughter. This isn't entertainment news. This is voyeuristic bullshit at the expense of an 11 year old.

Virginia Tech: How To Be a Hero

I have intentionally waited a few days to weigh in on the Virginia Tech Massacre. I wanted to wait and let things sick in and make the right opinion. I often change my mind on things if I speak too early. After a lot of thought, I have come to a conclusion.

I have talked about these things before. I have strong feelings about the people who do these things. I never blame them - only the events that have shaped their lives do I blame. But this is different.

My usual belief in these situations are simple. It was a kid who had no other way to deal with his pain. But he wasn't a kid, he was a senior in college. He had other ways. He was told he needed help and was referred to a mental health facility. He was offered help.

But after careful review of the new video that has come out, I have made my decision. This fucking Cho... Regardless of age, had that the exact same sickness as every other kid I've studied who has gone on these shooting sprees. All of these people knew this kid was fucked up, and absolutely NO ONE did a motherfucking thing to help him.

Sorry fuckos, calling the cops and saying "AHHH I'M AFRAID OF CHO" isn't very fucking helpful. No teacher befriended him and reached out to him as a mentor. This kid sat there dying inside everyday at that fucking school, and no one did a thing. All this little fuck needed was ONE person to care about him.

If this was a 30 year old guy shooting up a grocery store, my opinion would be completely different. These cases are all the same though. This is a kid who was fucked with his whole life, and in his own words, had cancer induced in his brain via the torment he suffered his whole scholastic career. He said it all himself, I don't need to make the case for him.

It's a simple scale. Suicide is what happens when pain overcomes the ability to cope. When you throw blind generalized anger onto the pain side of things, this is what happens. The second Cho walked into that school, he was already dead. He had already killed himself. He just wasn't dead yet.

Initially, I thought this guy was plain and simply an insane motherfucker. I thought he was a scumbag whose parents should be beaten for raising such a fucking murderous piece of shit. It's obvious though. He wasn't born this way. He said it himself: You fuckers made me this way. "You've vandalized my heart, raped my soul, tortured my conscience."

This was a guy who was pushed to the edge of his coping cliff. He just couldn't do it anymore. I'm sure he was fucked with throughout his grade school days, and in college I'm sure he was a loaner who no one gave the time of day unless he was writing violent plays. The point is, he could have been saved. He was a kid who needed help and no one gave a shit enough to help him.

I'm not defending his actions. While certainly impressive to the extent of his madness, what he did was unspeakably fucking wrong. The fucking gooky motherfucker put at least three bullets in every person he attacked. But the fact remains; there was no other way for him and he was still a kid. He could have been saved. He wasn't at the Charles Manson/Ted Bundy stage.

I have the solution and the answer. If this would have happened, then I would be railing against the school, the police, and the faculty involved. It's the one and only thing and could have saved him. Compassion.

This is what needed to happen: Someone needed to say "Hey Cho, I think you're pretty smart... let's be friends." Cho needed something to live for. He needed someone to believe in him. He needed someone to inspire him. He needed someone he gave a fucking shit. Life your whole life in an insanely disciplined Korean household alone with no one to ever talk to or share your thoughts and struggles with, and you might lose your fucking mind too.

There have been times in my own life where I have felt this blind anger and loneliness, and I have felt angry at the entire would like this. No, I didn't want to kill everyone. But there have been dark times with me where I have just absolutely hated the entire world and everyone in it. I know how this kid felt, except it was to a degree that I just can't fathom.

So this is how you prevent this from ever happening again. Everyone who attends or works at a school needs to show more love and compassion. I know your life is busy and you've got a lot to think about, but when you see a kid who doesn't smile, consider reaching out and doing something to make him smile.

Consider lending your heart and mind to someone who looks like they need it. Not out of fear for what they may do in the future. Do it to be a decent person. A lot of kids like Cho never acquire the proper social skills. Outcasts who can never get over the shyness of saying Hello to a stranger. Seek them out and be a friend. Be a good guy or girl and change someone's life.

These people are a breed. They're just dead inside, and society does it to them. The kids wear them down with the incessant bullying in school. Then they get old and go to college and spend it in solitude. If one person would have befriended Cho and showed a genuine care in him, he would not have done this. I'll bet he was a virgin too, which also contributed to this.

Bottom line - Show some love and put your hand out to people. Show some interest and help. Not everyone is as perfect as you, and there's nothing wrong with being a decent person. It just could save a life and you just might be a hero.

Radio Show Debut

Imus Versus The Black

I really hate Don Imus. I hate his lukewarm vanilla form of radio. I hate his voice. I hate that he broadcasts his radio show from a TV studio. I hate his big ugly head. I hate his cowboy hat. I hate his stupid, just-barely-making-it career. I hate the hacks on his stupid show. I hate when people call him a shock jock, because he isn't. He's a political fucking commentator who occasionally makes dirty jokes. He's the proverbial wacky morning guy, except he has managed to gain respect as a political morning show.

Regardless, I must stand up and defend this horrifically ugly motherfucker. As I type this, I am sitting in the studio at the radio station I work at. My dream job. My dream career. I run the board and rebroadcast a syndicated morning show, read and write weather reports, and announce the daily contest winner. It's a great gig. But I'm working 60 hours a week every week as hard as I can so I can be that syndicated show. So I can get where people like Imus are.

So you may understand my perspective when I get absolutely fucking irate at people like Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton. I get pissed at the media for not exposing this bile for what it is. Luckily, you have me to explain why this is happening.

First we must establish that there is nothing horribly wrong with an old man jokingly calling an entire basket ball team "nappy headed hos." Trust me, as a man in radio, when I tell you that the old leather faced fuck was handed a note with a joke on it. He read it. He didn't even think of it. Yes, it was rude, and offensive. That's what edgy morning radio is. That is what he is paid to do. In radio, we say "It hurts so good." People absolutely love to be offended.

This shit has been blown to Mars because of two lying, fraudulent, evil, racist motherfuckers. Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton. What people don't understand is these two guys are by all means, the leaders of the blacks. President and Vice President of black people in America. They hold this position because they have figured out how to manipulate the black community. They hold this position not because they hate white people, but because they are black supremacists. Sure, I don't think they like the whites very much. I think they hold a genuine disdain for white people as a whole, and more importantly, I think they believe that black people are better than white people.

Now the only problem is, how do you make money with these ideas? How do you make a shit load of cold hard cash by disliking white people, being quite intelligent and by having an absolute bullshit artist? Start a coalition! It's like a Church, but without the the religion! It'll be great!

Give us money so we can represent you. Give us money - this white mothafuckin cracka on the radio said we got nappy hair. News flash motherfuckers, African American hair is, by definition, nappy. Should we skirt around calling you black all together? How about we take a page out of Borat's book and refer to you as Chocolate Faces?

The fucking guy was joking, and it wasn't even that bad of a joke. It was clearly "old man saying something inappropriate" humor. Like you guys don't make fun of the way we dress in public. Like you don't make fun of our inability to dance in private. Lying assholes.

The gimmick is this. They stand up, make a huge deal anytime anything like this happens, which gets them attention and donations. They get money! They get fucking paid by their supporters every time they make a huge deal out of something. They are literally, Reverends without a true church. They're race mongers. No one would give a shit if they didn't throw this on the main stage. Imus would not make a comment like that if he was on a national stage, like the one he's been put on.

Leave the fucking guy alone. This is what he does. If you don't like it, don't listen. Just because you're offended does not mean he should be taken off the air. This guy has what some would call a legendary radio career. They are trying to ruin it over a joking comment. It's called cross-culture rumor. An old white guy using the language of a black guy. It's funny.

Something needs to be done about these fucking race whores. The basketball team came out, and basically said "Hey, you stole our moment and ruined the glory of our accomplishments." Bullshit. Al Sharpton and Jesse Jackson stole it. They are the fuckers that didn't give a shit. They are the fuckers who wanted to blow this into outer space, causing massive amounts of publicity and donations for them.

Al Sharpton is a cunt. I listened to the interview he did with Imus. I would have smacked that racist, NAPPY HAIRED, motherfucker right in the face. You can call me whitey, lame ass, not-knowing-how-to-dance cracker all day long. It's true. And it's true Al Sharpton, you have retarded nappy hair and I think you're racist. I think you're a black supremacist, and I think you will one day be found out to be an extremely shady motherfucker.

And for the record, I was raised to believe in core American values. One of those values is this: All men are created equal. I truly see everyone as human first and foremost. Color is just an attribute. And if those basketball ladies are getting offended by accusations of nappy hair, I suggest they get hair extensions; like every other black chick I've met. It's not Don Imus' fault that black people genetically have ugly hair. Like everyone else in life, you've got to make the best out of what you have. Don't get mad about it black guys and girls. I think corn rolls are awesome and I avoid clubs because I just can't dance.

Addition

Democratic frontrunner, Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton, D-New York, said, "I've never been asked to go on his show and I've never wanted to go on his show and I certainly don't ever intend to go on his show. I felt that way before his latest, outrageous, hateful, hurtful comments. And they just reaffirmed my belief that there really shouldn't be a place for that kind of outrageous commentary on the public airwaves."

What a lying piece of retarded shit. If this evil degenerate whore is elected, I will seriously consider either moving to Canada or killing myself. She's a fucking Democrat. She's supposed to be supportive of free speach. She's pandering to blacks. It's disgraceful, and it shows exactly what type of person she is. It makes me sick. I want her to get cancer. I want her to have John Edwards' wife's cancer. That would be cool.

What is the difference between public airwaves and private airwaves? The only difference is that politicians have won the right to control public airwaves. If they were truly public airwaves, I wouldn't have had to pay 10 G's and work my ass off to get on the air. I could have just walked in, and walked on, and said Hi.

It's all bullshit. She's a pandering whore and I want her to get smashed in the face. She's completely full of shit. That's one of the only things I like about Democrats. They're generally for personal freedoms and liberties, and one of those is the freedom of speech, even if it's offensive. And if it wasn't obvious, I completely disagree with the notion that airwaves are patrolable or subject to regulation and censorship. The FCC was put into place to control signals, transmissions, frequencies. Not broadcast matieral. That is beyond their scope, and they were never intended to hold that position. Trust me, I know.