76 Hours
It's been about 76 hours since I've had a cigarette. I am a fucking God of willpower. I could bend steal with my mind if I tried hard enough. It's not too hard really. It's only hard when I'm working and driving in my car. It's extremely hard then. I have a huge hand to mouth habit when I'm working, and it's just so fucking boring that I begin to try and convince myself why it would be OK to have just one cigarette per hour. Then I realize I'm being a weak minded bitch and I knock it off.
It's not too hard though. It's also pretty hard when I'm out driving and I see $3 fucking gas in Florida. My county has a shit load of gas tax because the roads in my county are being repaved, and every highway is being expanded. So it fucking blows, and I'm losing a ton of money. Oh well, shit happens. I'm going to go play with my HDTV now.
posted by Matt The Sick at 3:45:00 PM
1 Comments:
smoking becomes more of something to do, an everyday routine type of thing more than an addiction for most people, so it doesn't surprise me that you aren't going mental just from not having nicotine. you can't be losing that much money now that you don't smoke. ;)
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