Random Babbling Time

I haven't posted in a while. I moved out of my house and I'm sort of learning to live in a house with a girl, being responsible for bills, and all of that delightful bullshit. So I'm a bit overwhelmed. I am still alive though. And I still fully feel the passion of writing and the anger and fury of what is happening in this wonderful world of ours.

From suicidal Iran and their monkey-faced leader, to Big Oil fucking us in the ass every single day, to the clueless George Bush; a man who just doesn't even care about how much the country as a whole disapproves of his job performance. It's all still pissing me off. I just don't quite know where to fit in the whole blogging thing into my new lifestyle. Trust me though, it will be fit in. I'm just adjusting. I'm not good at changing, but I'm not the type of person who just forgets about the things he likes doing.

There's some pros now. Right now, I am sitting on a couch, typing this on a wireless internet connection on a laptop, watching the world's smalled girl on our 48 inch HDTV. This girl is 16 years old and weighs 16 pounds. They're not like regular dwarves. They're like, even more messed up. They are ultra-super-dwarves. Still fitting in here though. Working myself into a new lifestyle groove.

I have successfully quit smoking. I just haven't quit Nicotine yet. I'm down from 8-10 pieces of 4mg gum a day to about 5-6 2mg pieces a day. Getting better and better. I think 50-100 more pieces of gum and I will be done with nicotine completely. I'm rapidly becoming unaddicted to this stuff. Rapidly getting my body in shape. Rapidly regenerating my lungs. Rapidly regaining my amazing baseball abilities. I'm a fucking superstar on the rise.

Anyway, I sort of wish I had one of these ultra-dwarf friends. They're just so damn decent. I'm really concerned about humanity as a whole. I don't think we're growing to be more civilized. I think we're just getting better at masking it. I think we're actually becoming more comfortable with behaving like animals. I actually think we enjoy masking it all. I think it makes us feel smart.

And before I forget, I had a really interesting thought the other day as I was watching a very good movie called "Tristen + Isolde." Think about Kings from the earliests of recorded history. Like 12th century lets-invade-countries sort of shit. What the fuck did they do all day while sitting on the throne? I mean, they're always shown sitting on their blinged out thrones. But do they really just sit there all day eating turkey legs surrounded by whores to suck their dicks whenever they bid? Or would the Queen not allow that? This is very confusing. But I just really have to wonder what they did all day while sitting on that throne, besides getting fat. Because all Kings were fat.

These ultra-dwarves are so cute. I'm trying so hard not to call them midgets. It's really the same as calling a black dude a nigger. Really think about it. It is pretty belittling. I'm sure you've said something like "look at that little midget whatever." Anything that's "less than" is midget. But these people aren't less than. They're just fucking short. And midget does not mean short. Dwarf means little person. Don't be an asshole and call them midgets. Even to your friends. It's pretty much like calling a gay a faggot. In these times, you can't say "fag" and "faggot" and "gay" like you used to. If fags get that special treatment from society, than the dwarves ought to not be called dwarves. Oh yeah, these ultra-dwarves are "promidial dwarves." Check em out, they're interesting.

It's sort of fucked up though. The little dramatic moment right now is this girl is crying and upset because she's being fucked with in school I don't understand why these selfishly cruel parents send these kids to public school. No fuckheads, they are not normal and you can treat them like they're normal all you want, but kids are vicious little fucks because the standard for parenting in this generation is so low that teenage mothers raise kids just as well as regular Moms. Or maybe that's the problem all together. Probably. Kids really are mean motherfuckers. They're getting meaner and meaner and more and more fucked up. I sure am glad I never went to High School. I picked on a lot of kids in Middle School. I just might have compelled someone to gun me down on the bus or something.

I used to fuck with this kid a lot back in middle school. I know he's a psychopath today, as I've seen his arrest reports on the internet many of times. I have to wonder if I'm on his list or something, like the dude on Billy Madison. I delivered a pizza to him recently. He tipped me, and I'm sure he recognized me. So hopefully all is well with the kid. I hope so anyway.

Rambling ends now. :)